[ allison lets all the messages come through, lets them sink in. she isn't sure how to respond to the first part. ben has a faith in her that allison thinks she doesn't deserve, and even though ben might be the hardest ass around, now, that doesn't mean he knows the full extent of what she's done. he might think differently if he had.
so she responds to the last part, and writes what klaus probably didn't say as often: ]
You're right.
I'd rather spend the rest of my life trying, if that's what it takes.
[ it's better than the alternative. better than continuing to hurt everyone around her, better than making wishes not to be alone, only to be driven further and further into a different kind of isolation.
then she adds, because this conversation is difficult, and both she and ben could use some lightness right now: ]
I don't think you can chalk it up to just being dead, though. No one reads multiple depressing 600 page novels without getting a little judgy.
[ Reading that, Ben feels - not for the first time - so proud of his sister that he might burst at the seams. Maybe he and Allison hadn't been able to see eye to eye when they were young and trapped together in such an intensely stressful environment, but Ben is so glad they have this opportunity to connect as adults. He really does like the person she has turned out to be. ]
Me, too. I intend to keep on trying, and if you ever see me slipping up, I don't want you to pull any punches, either.
[ The lightness is GREATLY appreciated. Ben actually laughs out loud, and rolls his eyes: ]
Those 600 page novels were the only thing that kept me sane. They taught me more about how to be a good person than anything else in my life.
[ that's a promise, one allison won't have any trouble keeping. it's nice to know that she and ben are in this together -- they're a team again, and this time, part of a healthy team, one that's going to do some actual good, instead of imploding on itself and destroying the world in the process. besides, allison's generally been pretty good about speaking up, has been since she was young. ]
Mmm, guess I can understand that. Same with Teen Trend, honestly, except instead of giving me a moral compass I got absolutely rockin' hair care tips. So just as useful, really.
[ allison chuckles on her end, too. ]
I bet you one read through of a book of your choice that you couldn't get through one issue of a magazine of mine!
Oh hell yes, are you kidding me? I will TAKE that bet.
[ Would Ben read something like that under his own steam? Probably not. But Allison has tapped into that primal sibling reflex of needing to prove your sister wrong when she says you couldn't do something. It's on now. It's so freaking on. ]
You find a magazine and you can sit there and watch, I'll go cover to cover and then you're gonna have to read some Chekov.
[ He's not cruel! He's not going to pick something long! She should be grateful, since obviously he's going to crush this little bet or theirs. ]
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so she responds to the last part, and writes what klaus probably didn't say as often: ]
You're right.
I'd rather spend the rest of my life trying, if that's what it takes.
[ it's better than the alternative. better than continuing to hurt everyone around her, better than making wishes not to be alone, only to be driven further and further into a different kind of isolation.
then she adds, because this conversation is difficult, and both she and ben could use some lightness right now: ]
I don't think you can chalk it up to just being dead, though. No one reads multiple depressing 600 page novels without getting a little judgy.
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Me, too. I intend to keep on trying, and if you ever see me slipping up, I don't want you to pull any punches, either.
[ The lightness is GREATLY appreciated. Ben actually laughs out loud, and rolls his eyes: ]
Those 600 page novels were the only thing that kept me sane. They taught me more about how to be a good person than anything else in my life.
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[ that's a promise, one allison won't have any trouble keeping. it's nice to know that she and ben are in this together -- they're a team again, and this time, part of a healthy team, one that's going to do some actual good, instead of imploding on itself and destroying the world in the process. besides, allison's generally been pretty good about speaking up, has been since she was young. ]
Mmm, guess I can understand that. Same with Teen Trend, honestly, except instead of giving me a moral compass I got absolutely rockin' hair care tips. So just as useful, really.
[ allison chuckles on her end, too. ]
I bet you one read through of a book of your choice that you couldn't get through one issue of a magazine of mine!
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[ Would Ben read something like that under his own steam? Probably not. But Allison has tapped into that primal sibling reflex of needing to prove your sister wrong when she says you couldn't do something. It's on now. It's so freaking on. ]
You find a magazine and you can sit there and watch, I'll go cover to cover and then you're gonna have to read some Chekov.
[ He's not cruel! He's not going to pick something long! She should be grateful, since obviously he's going to crush this little bet or theirs. ]
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Oh yeah? Deal.
Prepare to lose, nerd. 😘💄💅🤧🤡👑💖